Thursday, October 15, 2009

>have a heart<

Wow~
Being told that u’re easy by 5 different person in a day doesn’t sounds so cool..
In fact, it was surprising..
people are talking bout me..
I was lame to not knowing this…
Damn lame..
But yea, I noe im easy tho..

Im EASY to like people..
Im EASY to think nicely of people..
Im EASY to do nice to people..
Im EASY to let people come into my life..
Im EASY to forgive..
Im EASY to say yes..
Im EASY to help..
Im EASY to be used..
Im EASY to be cheated!!

I noe I told people dat I can easily falls in love..
Yes, dats one of my biggest weakness..
My BFF leya used to get angry at me since ever, coz she said im too easy to be cheated..
Im aware of this but to overcome ur biggest weakness isn’t so easy..
Look..me being easy doesn’t mean dat im CHEAP..
When im being easy, doesn’t mean dat I accept evry stupid things dat u wanna do..
Im not a Barbie doll u can play around..
Don’t used my weakness against me..
Don’t eva think dat u can come n go anytime u like..
I have heart..I do feel sick..
Using someone like me as ur so called slave sound so fucked, okkay..
n calling me bitch sounds so stupid..
like hell I don’t care if im being a bitch, it’s a lot more nicer den u being a slut..
why care?
Ur so called good-deed doesn’t make any sense if u go around telling people lies..
Fucked off!

I wonder why we doesn’t have ‘boy,ur so easy’ but we have ‘girl,ur easy’..
Guess if so, then every guy in diz world would have no value..
They can try us girl but why if we wanna try them then we’ll be soo wrong?
Its ok if dey said ‘ala,pompuan bkn stok nak wat gf pon,aku just nak try je’
But why wen im just joking saying diz ‘eh,sape ckp aku suka dia?aku saje je nak try dia,tgk dia ok ke x jd bf aku,haha’ den its all so wrong n I got d L word on my face?
Wtf~ ????
Not that I intended to try tho..
Sounds so silly la wei..heh..
Leave u guys with ur own judgment is d best idea..
So dat later it’ll be more stupid stories around..
gimme some space..durh~

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

best in me

My heart isn’t at ease..
Im hurt…
too much to told..
too little to hold..

Why me?
Everyone started to condemn me..
Every single things I do is wrong..
Evrey single move I made is forbidden..
Heart..be strong…

There’s diz one boy..
Seems to be so gentle..
Turns out that he’s cruel..
After some time I noe that he’s a fucker..
Words spreading faster..
Im an EASY girl..
What a loser..

Worst thing come..
One after the other..
Being single is no longer an option..
Now I know the meaning of loneliness..

He who cared, is gone..
He who loves me so, is done..
He who’s patient, none..
He who took every bad things I gave, shine..
He who use to be mine,is no longer mine..

Once, I pleaded for freedom..
Now, I needed a new wisdom..
Who’s to be blamed is not a solution..
For me will still be in a mission..
Without perfect explanations..

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

september child~

at this time im supposed to have my remote sensing lecture but somehow my laziness took over (as always,haha)

so,sempat lagi la aku wat kuiz ni kat facebook (what does ur bitrh month represent) and here's d result:


Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organized
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Very confident
Sensitive
Thinking
generous
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticizing
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Fun to be around
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and traveling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic


most of this are like true~

btw,im a september child =]

so korg rase btol x ape yang tertera kat sini?

hehe