all i ever wanted

crayzee head over heels to this song...
rasa nak jerit2 je tiap kali dengar lagu ni..
S.U.K.A...

Tear up the photographs, but yesterday won't let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness, just can't be lonely you know
Every day, every day, hey, hey

This second chancin's really getting me down
You give and takin' everything I dreamed about
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

I'd rather walk alone, don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I fall a thousand times for I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey, hey

Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling we've already been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was

Tell me with so many out there why I always turn to you?
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

blahblahblah~

heh..
apakah?
well..ini adalah suatu ketidak adilan bagi saya..
haha..sudah lah kamoo..
kepura2an itu tidak lagi diingini..
gile xleh blah..
pangai mcm setan..or is it double loser?
haha..talak guna punya olang..
sonot ke menggunakan aku ni?
best ke bila dapat barang2 ape je yang ko mintak?
perlu ke nak g bangga2 kat membe2 ko yang aku ni loser sgt coz ikot ape ko nak?
perlu ke kutok aku x cun sume tu?
what for???
setakcun aku ni pon,jaoh lagi ok dari muka longkang ko tu..
ko fikir ko tu hensem sgt?
hot ke ko?sedar la diri tu..
cibai syal lu ni..panas je gua..
ko mesti x rasa bersalah ke ape ke kan?
kuang aja tol kecik2 kan ati aku..
dayus ke kamoo ini?
haha...
wateva la der..malas saya mau peduli..
lu bikin la hal lu keh?
memang sial la..
ee...igt2 balik ada yang kna parang ni..
haha..

ni equation baru aku buat khas tok ko..
double B + S and C = LOSER!!!!

if u dont like me just say it straight to my face in the first place..
kecoh la lu bai..
x payah nak kerek2 cakap ko stay n pretend coz u'll get basically what u want ok..
that birthday present mmg aku niat nak bagi kat ko da lama da..
its not bcoz u asked for it daa..
sudah la..
da itu mmg nature ko yang x dapat dah nak di ubah..
aku terima seadanya..
haha~

watafuk?

gile sakit ati lak aku skang...
ish3..kalah?
adoy..da la kalah dgn laki..
tah pape je..
aku mrepek ape pon aku da x paham ni..
just tiba2 je bnda ni mcm buat aku terfikir...
siapakah kamoo yang senang2 sahaja mahu menyakitkan hati saya?
chewah..
haha..
asal kita mcm org gile ek?
gile kah kita?
saya gile atau kamoo gile?
atau mmg kita berdua yang gile?
tapi mcm aku je yang bangang coz berjaya digilakan..
erk..apakah?
biol..haha..
ish...bodo bodo bodo..
berhenti la mrepek oi!
da btol2 mcm bangang da ko ni jay..
wargh!!!
conflict identity..
hahaha~

outcrop ku yang paling mencabar

dasyat gile outcrop yang satu ni..
naseb la ni FYP,kalau x harapan la nak aku bergadai nyawa sume...eh?
hahaha...
xde,i mean,gile tggi smpai 45 meter kan?
arini aku dapat pnjat almost 35 meter gak la from the ground..
ala...yang kalau jatuh kompem mati tu...haha..
da la steepness nak around 80 degree kan?
banyak chantek..

lucky saya ni gadis yang sgt la terer memanjat.. (lagi skali,eh?)
haha..
tp btol la...even org yang kat bawah pon takot tgk ktrg (me n salaam)
bayangkan,nini cakap dia rasa mcm nak beranak kat bawah tu..cuak...
hahaha..
tp aku rasa mmg aku suka la panjat2 ni..
dari aku kecik lagi kot..
penah je aku jatuh pokok...ntah bape kali lak tu..
ish3...x macam pompuan lansung..
monyetkah saya?

argh...pedulikan..
yang penting...
saya tetap la teramat chumel...
hoho~
(^_^)

life in a comic book

comics..how simple it was spelled..yet, how big the impressions are..i love comics..suka sangat sangat sangat..simply say, im craayzie when it comes to comics..
komik jepun yang pasal love story ni is like sgt la romantic nye..most of the times kan, bila baca komik2 ni, i feel like i wanna be like them, happy je. if the girl likes the guy, it happens that the guy also like her. wow! such happy ending doesnt really happen in our real world..

mostly loving is painfull for us. i wish i could live in comic books..bestnye..nnt org yang aku suka jatuh cinta kat aku gak..sonot gile..sure happy habes..waa..slalu aku imagine bestnye kalau aku cam derang sume..lucky!

plus, the hero is so kool..slalunye cam2 la..watak laki dlm japan nye comic ni kompem kool habis wat org cair je..yang pompuan plak sah2 cute n clumsy..yang penting,laki 2 KOOL weih..handsome and chomel lak tu..daym~
sonotnye kl dapat kapel dgn watak laki dlm comic2 ni..aku suka sgt obata yuuki..cite kasih bukan kau n kasih hanya kau is sooo damn good..touching abes..sometimes when i was really into it, i cried..haha..funny me though..

but still...life in a comic book is awesome..apa yang derang nak itu la derang dapat..
haish...

if something like this happen to me, that you (yes YOU) likes me, and that you cared as much as i did, that you miss me when im not around, i'll be the happiest person i think i would cry, screaming out loud to the world, that i finally GOT you...

heh..like soo in a fairy tale..blah la wei..ingat sume benda mudah cam tu ke?
haha..

can i have this dance...

somehow today this song from High School Musical 3 keeps on playing inside my mind..
whenever i heard this song,it reminds me of someone i know...
gosh,wish i could have that scene.. (T_T)
feel like dancing weneva this song's playing..
so,here it is...
dedicated specially to u my dear..

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

i heart u deeply
~x0x0~

~missing memories~

cuti ni aku asyik kat umah je..
internet pon xde kat umah..
so, ni alang2 da ade internet,aku rase mcm nak share something lak..
aku baru je pas tgk gamba2 yang membe aku ni upload kat facebook..
guess what, they were all from the long almost forgotten memories that was somehow kept almost in the other side of all memories..
daym dat was soo sweet n fun back there..
aku mmg terharu tgk gamba2 ni..
seyes cakap aku rindoo..
back then when we all were still ''kids', i barely remember how's the feeling of loneliness..
kat mane2 je ade kawan..
dlu aku kiranye mcm hidup ber'gang' jugak la..
best sgt..the choir team was awesome..
joining u guys can be said as the best memories ever,trust me..
sonot kan time2 blatih, time2 makan beramai2, lepak2 tepi pantai kat kuala perlis tu sume?
haha..mmg best la..
nway,ANN!! ko igt x kita penah gadoh smpai seminggu?
gile la..time tu ko mmg wat aku miserable abes la..bangang nye budak..
sampai ati ko cakap aku da xnak kawan dgn ko lg kan?
time tu noni la tempat aku mengadu..mmg childish la,haha..
noni,aku rindoo ko la bangang..mulut ko mmg becok nak mati,haha..
ham,ko plak mulut nak laser je,haha..
tp ko la yang mcm mak aku kat sane..sket2 ko mesti marah2 aku..
mcm2..ko dgn chic la..bagus gak ko marah2 aku,baru la aku blaja,aku kan pmalas,haha..
dart,aku rase kita mmg kurang bercakap sket kan?
tataw nape tp dr dlu lg aku rase kita x ngam sgt,sbb aku mcm rase ko benci aku camtu..haha..
nanum dgn babad..kamoo mmg lemah lembut dan baik hati..hehe..
tort,ko plak da mcm adik badik ngan aku...
tp satu je,ko mmg sial la tort..ko suka kacau aku kan?haha..
wateva it is, aku mmg rindoo sgt3 kat korang sume..
gile la..diz is like some kinda memory lost lak..
bila aku tgk gamba2 yang azhar upload tu,ada some part of them yang aku mcm lsg xde ingatan pasal tu,sdeyh je,huhu..
klas 5k plak..
aku sayang klas ni..as'ad..dlu kita rapat gak..byk gak la ingatan yang aku ada pasal ko,haha..
arip,wpon ko lain klas dgn aku tp bleh kata hari2 ko borak ngan aku kan?
slalu kl time prep tu ko mesti lepak ngan aku,haha..
leya my dear,igt x time mlm before paper fizik (spm)? kita tido sama2 kat atas toto aku..
tym tu lepas prep ko kua dating,ceh,sneak out,haha..
pas2 ko cite2 ape ntah kat aku smpai aku tertido..
pas2 gelabah aku bgn kol 3 pagi study physic,mmg sial la time tu..
cuak gile aku..haha..

ni la one of the photo yang aku 'curi' dari facebook tu,haha..
yang time ni,mmg aku x igt pon tym ni kita wat ape,kat mane..
aku just rase time ni kita jalan2 di malam hari pastu tiba2 ujan,so kita take cover bawah payung ni,kan?
kalau x silap,jauh gak dr hotel kita..
n kita balik pagi kan time ni?
apa pon,tym ni muka kita suci bersih je..adoy la..
rindunye..