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dear me...

why is it soo hard 4 u 2 decide?

which one is which one dear?

i still like 'him',like before..

but its d same things over n over n over again..

it wont work out as a plan..

like him,but as what?

dat one question is still a mystery,at least i tink so..

now that another life comes interfering,it become more complicated..

as for my new love one..

i LOVE you MORE then anything else..

but wen it comes to jealousy,i surrender..

its ur problem dat u cant go out hanging with some frens bcoz of ur work..

i understand that  deep inside u,u want a life like mine..

hanging out wenever i wan n with a lot of frens around me..

chilling n sharing..

i appreciate it wen u said that u only have me n ur work in ur life..

but im sorry dat in my life,its not only u..

i have frens,i have my free time,n i live in a campus life..

thats something that u want and i understand dat..

but how dear?

how can i gave u all dat?

by giving up mine?

i dont tink dat dat's d right answer..

sometimes i feel like im being mean..

but the fact is,u cant ask me 2 locked myself in my room so dat  wont have 2 be jealous of what u cant have..

as for that particular 'him', im hoping that no matter what,we can still be bestfren..

kinda miss the long last time that we spent 2getha..

and the way u treated me,heh..

treasure dat all the way..

but yeah,past is past..

just a confession of a 'ME' me..

sigh~