best in me

My heart isn’t at ease..
Im hurt…
too much to told..
too little to hold..

Why me?
Everyone started to condemn me..
Every single things I do is wrong..
Evrey single move I made is forbidden..
Heart..be strong…

There’s diz one boy..
Seems to be so gentle..
Turns out that he’s cruel..
After some time I noe that he’s a fucker..
Words spreading faster..
Im an EASY girl..
What a loser..

Worst thing come..
One after the other..
Being single is no longer an option..
Now I know the meaning of loneliness..

He who cared, is gone..
He who loves me so, is done..
He who’s patient, none..
He who took every bad things I gave, shine..
He who use to be mine,is no longer mine..

Once, I pleaded for freedom..
Now, I needed a new wisdom..
Who’s to be blamed is not a solution..
For me will still be in a mission..
Without perfect explanations..