.:choosing side:.

what if u oredy have someone who loves u deeply,but yet, u still have eye for other guy?
what will u do if ur bf is d best guy ever exist for u,but yet, u found out that now ur falling for someone else?
now,diz shit happens to one of my fren and she was like totally in the mess..
not that she didnt love her bf,she did..but still,there's this one guy that somehow got her attention.
she said its his personality that attracted her..
i knew her bf quite well, and trust me,he is such a very good guy one can get..
not mentioning his charmed,he's caring and loving..to make the package quite well,he's d bf who didnt took away his gf's freedom..
when she told me about this,only one thing crossed my mind,she shud stay in where she is now,with her bf!
but yeah,dey'r aving a long distance relationship and its hard..
i noe its really hard,im in one too anyway,haha~
which den reminds me,do i somhow will be like her,falling for someone else?
for now i guess we're ok..
somhow i do feel like having one bf who can be by my side 24/7..
lame~ haha
i mean,24/7??
quite a bluff eyh? haha..

I knew im d one at fault..

But still…

I cant give up all hated by you..

I cant show how much I do loved you..

Worst is I cant even make a happy you..

 

I knew dat I don’t deserve you..

But yet..

I greed for you stayed..

I craved for you pleaded..

I hunger for you strayed..

 

I knew you are in pain..

But me..

I heard you cried with agony..

I saw you fall with everything..

I felt you broken to nothing..

 

I knew im d one at fault..

Im d one who broke you..

Im the one who bleed you..

Im d one with cold hearted..

 

But still..

I knew I need you..

I knew I want you..

 

And yet…

I kept on neglecting you..

I kept on hurting you..

 

So ME..

I decided to let you go…

Just so you know..

 

 

 

I LOVED YOU SO..

 

car oh car..

wen i was away to my homtown,my car is with sedut..
he told me a story about how people wanna borrow my car..
but the thing is,he was so unpleasant about this thing bcoz katanya weneva my car rosak or anything,nobody cares,no one even bother to help me (which i tink is sooo true,hehe)..

actually,evrything that he said kan,makes me feel a bit stupid,hehe..
tp nak wat cne,org mmg slalu nak senang je..
to be an owner to any transport aku rasa mmg sakit mcm ni la kot..
kete buruk aku ni da telan bp ribu plak since beli end of march last year,haih..
so not worth it,tp xkesah la,da kete aku,nak xnak kna jaga jgk..
but i tink kan,mmg xpatut la sape2 yang reti pinjam je tp xnak be responsible..kan nini?
feel lucky dat i stil have sedut this sem..bl kete rosak je aku cari dia..xpasal2 lak dia yang kna teman aku g workshop,deal, n evrything..
nak harapkan aku sorg mana la aku reti..
dunno how its gonna be witout him,sigh~

owh time nak blk miri ari2 sempat lg jmpa bf aku,hehe..
thanz la ye datang jmpa kat eport wpon jmpa 4 only like an hour +,hehe..
susah2 je..
sanggup ko datang,bagos2,sayang ko kat aku,haha..