Anything between us is now gone…

Everything is to be forgotten…

Sorry 4 being such a burden…

 

Things started to be miserable…

Something that wasn’t even ryte taking over…

4 some reasons I feel like diz is forever…

 

I’ve try everything my heart would

I’ve done everything I could

Just tell me what else I should

 

Are we the puzzle that neva fit?

Is that really it?

Should I call it quit?

p/s: why is this happening in the 1st place?kinda funny,haha..

me DeAr me

Dear me….

Who do u tink ur acting such a bitch?

Like….

Playing hot n cold?

Living white n black?

Running here n der?

 

Dear me…

Why on earth did u do dat?

When….

Clearly its black not white…

Obviously its dark not light…

Honestly its suicide….

 

Dear me….

How can u fix all this mess up?

With…

Me and him and him and him…

Respect is out and guilty is in….

Slowly it’s killing….

 

Dear me….

What will u do?

If…

Over there is love and here is hatred?

There are promises and here nothing is spared?

But wrong decision has been made…

 

Dear me…

When will u do a confession?

For….

Choosing black over white…

Picking up fight over making up…

Liking ‘him’ when u LOVES him….

 

 

Most of ALL oo dear me…

No matter who why how what and when….

Ders no way u can turn bak time…

The fact remains…

Guilty builds…

Confession needed…

Love’s chasing…

Hate’s coming…

 

Be wise…

Neva again says its ok when its not…

Neva again says its right when its wrong…

Neva act like ur cool wen ur actually mad…

Loving me loving him…

Dats all u need oo dear me…

just another confession of the ME me....

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dear me...

why is it soo hard 4 u 2 decide?

which one is which one dear?

i still like 'him',like before..

but its d same things over n over n over again..

it wont work out as a plan..

like him,but as what?

dat one question is still a mystery,at least i tink so..

now that another life comes interfering,it become more complicated..

as for my new love one..

i LOVE you MORE then anything else..

but wen it comes to jealousy,i surrender..

its ur problem dat u cant go out hanging with some frens bcoz of ur work..

i understand that  deep inside u,u want a life like mine..

hanging out wenever i wan n with a lot of frens around me..

chilling n sharing..

i appreciate it wen u said that u only have me n ur work in ur life..

but im sorry dat in my life,its not only u..

i have frens,i have my free time,n i live in a campus life..

thats something that u want and i understand dat..

but how dear?

how can i gave u all dat?

by giving up mine?

i dont tink dat dat's d right answer..

sometimes i feel like im being mean..

but the fact is,u cant ask me 2 locked myself in my room so dat  wont have 2 be jealous of what u cant have..

as for that particular 'him', im hoping that no matter what,we can still be bestfren..

kinda miss the long last time that we spent 2getha..

and the way u treated me,heh..

treasure dat all the way..

but yeah,past is past..

just a confession of a 'ME' me..

sigh~

scandalous??

akibat kebosanan,my part-time job is being a mamarazi..

so,here's a list of pictures (act its only a few coz some of dem cant be uploaded in respect of these peeps feeling)

it is quite scandalous,haha (but personally 4 me i tink maybe its normal,noting)

buat kamoo kamoo yang di dalam ini,jangan marah2 yer..

hurm...i wonder what are they talking bout dat required them 2 go dat far ya? =]

u noe who dey are?hehe..

no wonder cepat je ko trn dr surau ek.. =]

close up pic..da nampak da sape?? hahaha

diary of me~

3rd may 2009

2day i woke up early coz need to go  2 eport sending my kazen..

sedut still avent sleep since last 2 days (catat record ke wei?)

so,me ellyss n sedut went 2 eport..

odw bak sedut ask 'ape plan arini wei?kl xde jom g taman buaya'

and so den i agreed with this unexpected plan..

he said around 1 we'll move,but then he fell asleep..ape la sedut ni..

okay jay,enough merepek la..

the thing is,i neva noe that this crocodile farm is quite cool..

i mean,got a lot of animals inside there (not only buaya)

if nak tgk buaya,mane2 pon ade buaya darat,kan?hehe..

i love the bear der..

soooo cute (damn)

and he likes me,yeay!!

after the farm,we stop at the beach 2 watch sunset..

and den...dinner tym!!!

mase dinner ramai lg join..

mea's car+my car+aju's car..

sonot sgt kua ramai2 camni...

2day is the most amazing unexpected plan that succeed in making me happy..

kinda hoping 4 someone 2 be here sharing my happiness..

big crocodile..den comes d cute bear cat

hehe...geli jugak pegang phyton ni (berat taw)

this little bear is so damn cute..licking my hands (rndoo kamoo pikko)

im feeding the papa n mama bear...

  

oooo wishing well..plitz granted all my sweet wishes =]

sunset (wpon xnpk sunset pon act,haha) at batu satu beach

  

dinner beramai2 at sugar bun (bintang)

see my fuel weih..we all give out our coins+rm18 but then dapat rm27..

miracle x?

guess the coins worth rm2.70 so the total is rm20.70 but the other cashier might have been misunderstood the 20.7 and key in 27 instead..

lucky!!!

ammar cakap ni luck dia,sbb dia yang g bayar,ape la..haha

dairy of me~

1st may 2009

ehem ehem...arini ade orang heppy lagi...

nak kua date..

who?

its koyot..!!!!

with who????

who else rather den ellyss?

haha..

but suddenly koyot call it cancel..

however,dat evening kan,ntah sape la datang ketuk pintu bilik aku mintak nak pinjam kete kan koyot kan?

pas2 bg alasan mau dgn yana nak kua tgk muvie..

pandai la ko koyot..

nway,me+asha mmg da plan nak kua pon so we just tout dat its ok 2 put things 2getha..

kitorang pon siap2 la..

nak djadikan cte btapa malangnye nasib aku kan,movie kol 9..

dat tym da kol 8 da by the tym i finished showering.

so its been a chaos wen i dunno what 2 wear n so ever..

nak djadikan cte lg..

da abes bsiap sume da amek wallet+hp aku,aku pon lalu klua n terus meng'ktak'kan pin2 bilik aku..

pas2 tb2 baru la perasan,kunci kete ngan knci bilik aku kat dalam lg rupanya..

haha..

nak x nak kna pakai kete aju..

thanz aju..kete ko best do drive..ko xnak jual kat aku ke???

we all lepak since 2 am baru balik..

sonot je..me yana asha koyot elys mau..

thanz mau blanje movie..sayang ko,haha..

korg xsedar ke wei ade field trip pg2 buta nnt kol 7?

however,it was such a nice day..

the best shot..i LOV3 this one..thanz koyot..pndai ko ek wpon act this is ur 3rd attempt,haha

me ellyss asha yana..

p/s: i found this one small stage (or altar?) for the dolls n i fall in love with it.. 

so i took quite a lot of photo..

see the 2nd pic of me n asha?

was trying 2 act like patung act,haha..

but nway,the one koyot took was my fav..

yeay..!!!

30 april 2009

its wani's bday 2day..

heppy bday 2 u (well,ur getting older my dear,haha)

but i guess she's so much in a happy mood now that she has someone special..(ehem~)

lucky her dat she get a surprise bday party from gapham..

bestnyer..mud chocolate cake from secret recipe is sooo damn delicious..

after that we went to the movie..

me azura ammar asha kenex wani gapham kim syaha and didi..

we watch x-men wolverine..

i owez love x-men, the mutants are sooooo KOOL OMG..

d best thing is, dat day it looks like only us in that cinema..

owh, bintang is getting bogger n bigger,,

da ada bog apple donut+marybrown da..

at least mirian wont be soo much in bored now,hehe..

parkson also getting nicer and nicer..

saje je nak abiskan duit aku lg..huhu

have a nice day y'all =]